Reading through the archive

Good morning, or bad morning I guess depending on how your morning started. I unfortunately didn’t sleep great so feeling tired and a little bit grumpy.

The kids are full of energy as usual. I think we should just change that to me being full of energy and the kids being tired, honestly that would just make more sense.

I spent last night reading through some of my old posts, I must say it was nice to be able to read and look back at things. It also gave me insight to what I wish I would of wrote more about.

Time to make some breakfast! I will be back with more posts soon though, allot has happened since I last posted.

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Baby boy

Soon hiccup will be three months old, time is just flying by and I feel like I’m not keeping up. I just want to stop time and get to enjoy my little baby a little longer.
He is by far the “easiest” baby out of the three, hes pretty much constantly happy and content, and he even puts himself to sleep.
He’s really giving us those beaming toothless smiles and giving us so much lovely baby talk, and when he spots his brothers faces his little face lights up and he waves those little arms in excitement.

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Small feet and tender hearts

The last few days have been my first days dealing with all the kids at bedtime and I’d be lying if I said I hadn’t been a little worried about it. But it ended up being fine thanks to a very patient little baby.

Right now I’m sitting next to hiccup in his baby gym, he’s having some tummy time whilst Jaspers napping and Zacks watching his tablet and eating biccies.

It’s a little bit cooler then what is has been just recently today so I’m going to try and get a few things done and do my workouts again, I’ve not done it the last four days so it’s about time I get started again.

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The moments to remember

Jasper har precis somnat och Zack sitter i sit rum och leker med ipaden, han är fortfarande lite för uppe i varv för att sova. Jasper fick mitt hjärta att smälta lite precis innan han somnade. Han kollade på mig och sa mumum? Yes Jasper? svarade jag. Och han la sina små armar runt min nacke och tryckte sin kind mot min kind. Älskade älskade barn.

För att helt byta ämne så har jag vart väldigt glömsk dom senaste dagarna. Igår så skulle jag göra “pasta bake”, jag steker och rör ihop dom olika ingrienserna i stekpannan, smakar av och häller i allt i min ugnsform. Tycker att det verkar väldigt lite men strör över lite ost och in i ugnen. När det är klart och ute ur ugnen så kommer jag på att jag glömt pastan… Men det blev gott iallafall.

Dagen då? Jag har städat och så har vi lämnat lite paper på Zacks dagis. Ja, vår stora pojke ska börja på dagis! Och jag är så glad för hans skull. Det är såklart blandade känslor, men jag är övertygad om att det kommer att bli jättebra.
Jasper has only just fell asleep and Zack is in his room watching the tablet, he’s still a little bit too wound up to be sleeping. Jasper just made my heart melt, not long before he fell asleep he looked at me and said mumum? Yes Jasper? And he wrapped his little arms around me and put his cheek on my cheek. My lovely little boy.

To completely change the subject I’ve been very forgetful the last few days. Yesterday I was making a “pasta bake”. So I put together all of the ingredients and put them in my deep oven dish, and finish with sprinkling some cheese on top before putting it in the oven. When it’s all done and out of the oven I realise I forgot the pasta, some “pasta” bake huh? But it still tasted good.

So how’s today been? I’ve been cleaning and we popped into Zacks nursery with some papers. Yes! Our big boy is starting nursery! I am so happy for him. Of course I have some mixed feelings but I’m convinced that it’s going to be great.


My “pasta bake”


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04/09/17

Godmorgon, måndag och ny vecka!  Jag och Jasper ligger i soffan och kollar på barn program och Zack och Ryan sover fortfarande. Jag trodde jag var på bättringsvägen, och visst jag mår bättre men hostan blir bara värre och värre, och illamåendet kommer och går. Och vi ska inte prata om hur trött jag är! Jaja, vi får se hur mycket vi orkar med idag.

Goodmorning, Monday and a new week! Me and Jasper are cuddling in the sofa watching kids programmes and Zack and Ryan are still sleeping. I thought I was getting better, and sure I am feeling better but my cough is just getting worse and worse and the nausea comes and goes. And let’s not even get started on how tired I am! Oh well, we’ll see what we feel up to today.I spent an hour doing my hair yesterday, let’s just say that very rarely happens. Not even sure it was worth it.

We walked to the park.

I ate something I have not eaten in a very long time.

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Walk around the lake.

I lördags så åkte vi till ett helt nybyggt shopping område vid en sjö. Det är mitt lilla paradis och jag hade svårt att slita mig från Moschino väskorna  ( snälla tomten, jag har väll vart snäll i år? ) bland annat. Vi spenderade inte speciellt mycket tid i affärerna men gick runt sjön iallafall, och det var väll helt okej, men det var lite mycket folk.

This Saturday we went to a brand new shopping area by a lake. Its my new little paradise and I struggled tearing myself away from the Moschino bags (please santa, I’ve been good this year) amongst other things. We didn’t really spend that much time in the shops, but took a walk around the lake, which was okay, but a few too many people there at the time.


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This was Zacks highlight of the day, splash splash!20170827-DSC_1520

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Bank holiday Monday

Jag har verkligen inte alls vart på bra humör idag, inget som skulle bli gjort blev gjort, och jag växlade mellan att vilja skratta och gråta. Jag fick inte somnat förens klockan fyra  på morgonen, och sen blev jag väckt halv sju. Sömnen har med andra ord inte förbättrats.
Nej usch, idag har vart en sådan dag man bara vill glömma, allt känns så himla jobbigt fast en det faktiskt inte är det och jag känner mig orättvis mot mig själv och dom i min omgivning. Men ibland kan man helt enkelt inte hjälpa hur man mår.
Sen har jag faktiskt väldigt goda nyheter som jag så gärna vill dela med mig av, men jag kan inte riktigt än, och det gör mig också ledsen. Så ja jag hoppas på en bättre dag imorgon helt enkelt. Något som verkligen fick mig att le och må lite bättre var att se Ryan leka med barnen tidigare ikväll, det är så speciellt att se dom ha roligt tillsammans och jag är så glad att mina barn får ha honom som sin pappa.

Ive really been in a bad mood today, nothing that was supposed to get done got done, and I swapped between wanting to laugh and wanting to cry all day. I didn’t get to sleep until four o´clock in the morning, and then I got woke up at half past six. So the sleep department hasn’t really improved.
Today has just been one of those days you just want to forget, everything feels so difficult although it isn’t at all, and I feel that its unfair to myself and the people around me. But sometimes you just can´t help how you feel. I actually have some really good news that I can´t wait to share, but I just can´t yet which also makes me feel sad. So I´m just hoping for a better day tomorrow. But something that made me smile and made me feel a little better was watching Ryan play with the kids, its so special to see them have fun together and I´m so happy that my children get to have him as their father.

We did some shopping..
This drink really could of done with some alcohol in it..Pizza!Very enjoyable.

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