Five months as a family of five, three kids can certainly be challenging at times but also oh so rewarding. Will there be a number four? Well I don’t like to say never but its not something we are planning right now. I don’t know if we change our minds in the future, but I honestly don’t think I could handle another pregnancy physically or mentally. Giving birth and having kids is the most amazing and rewarding experience there is and I don’t think I will ever feel done if I’m honest, but we have our three amazing boys and were happy with that.
Is allot of things but most of all, its not as bad as I thought it would be. Don’t get me wrong, if I thought it was going to be horrible I obviously wouldn’t of choose to go for baby number three, but I did think that it was going to be hard and stressful before I got used to it and got into a new routine. But its like i forgot that I’m not pregnant anymore, and everything is so much easier when your body is functioning like it should be. So I am so relieved that everything is going so well, because I was honestly starting to panic a little bit the last couple of days before Ryan went back to work, and I did shed a few tears as he left for his first day back, mostly because id just miss him.