The amount of tantrums we have over these damned toys where its always that one toy (amongst the hundreds of toys they have) that they both MUST have. Honestly half the time I seriously consider chucking them in the bin and the rest of the time I wonder why we spend such a huge amount …
I am completely run out, exhausted, not physically but mentally. We missed Jamies hip scan this morning because I didn’t remember until the last minute, which is very unlike me. I just feel completely drained and I feel how the tears are burning behind my eyelids at the slightest little thing. I know that its …
I am useless when it comes to plants and keeping them alive (seriously one of our cactuses are dying), to be honest I’ve never really liked (indoor plants anyway) them but I am slowly warming up to them and you might of even been able to catch me watering them once or twice just recently. …
New week! We have an appointment at the hospital with Jamie for an ultrasound on his hips, and on Saturday he’s six weeks old. He’s been attached to me like a plaster this weekend so I’ve really not got much done at all, that and not getting allot of sleep has made me feel stressed, …
I’m finally in bed, although its with a very much awake baby next to me so I won’t be going to sleep just yet. This week and this weekend has gone so incredibly slow I am beyond tired and basically living on coffee. It is hard to be your best self without much sleep and …
Quick update, it’s been a long day, and it will be even longer tomorrow. Just feeding hiccup now and hopefully we will get a good-ish night sleep before our early rise. Ohh and hiccup has been doing his first “real” smiles, adorable!
Kids are all sleeping, ill be joining them soon but first I’m doing a little bit of planning into their bedroom. Currently Zack and Jasper (and Ryan) are sharing a bedroom, and will be doing so until we find a new place. And the bedrooms colourful with bright red walls and lightning mcqueen furniture, which …
Sometimes the fact that Zack has autism feels overwhelming, he is such an amazing individual but sometimes he finds things very difficult, and I struggle knowing the best ways of helping him. I wish I could be in his shoes for one day so I could fully understand how the world looks from his point …
Already! Time is going by so quick and it only feels like yesterday I was in hospital giving birth. Now he’s lying here next to me waving his little arms and legs around, so awake and aware already. He is gaining weight very well, at his weighing last week he weighed 5.08 KG, meaning hes …